I got down, down pat.

[macojoe]

Not saying noone has the right not to be depressed, but in most cases its not a choise!!
I won't say that I haben't had my moments! since 2011 I have been going down down down, had my surgery 2011, didn't go all that great, my mom died 2012, told me kidneys were shot 2012, uncle died xmas 2012 we were close he wads just 53, 2013 started dialysis, lost boat and all in 2013 my wife has been sick on and off the last 2 years, and has been in a nursing home now since Aug 2015,Doc is the third person to say to me in the last 3 weeks that she is dieing, he told her also but she says he knows nothing!! And after 17 years I had to put my cat down yestreday.
But some how I talk with friends , post here, and I feel better. I guess I am very lucky to not be depressed, but I have a right to be!

But things are starting to look up, i have to grandchildern i see most every day, my son is going to have me a 3rd grndbaby April (a boy) I have a boat again and if all goes right my kidney will be done before spring!! I thought I would never say this but since my mother died I pray every day and it seems to help.

So keep your head up and try to talk to a good friend, or pray what ever makes you feel better

I am for all of us!!

[THEFERMANATOR]

Know the feeling all to well myself here lately. I'm only 35, but everyday just gets worse. I live on narcotic pain pills now because without them all I can do is lay in bed and scream from the pain. Problem is they already put me on the strongest pain pill there is, so I have no place to go but down. Hoping to this summer get in to see some new doctors and maybe do something about some of this pain so I can get back off the pills, and maybe enjoy some of life again instead of living it like a zombie.

[Pipe_Dream]

Praying for ALL of you! Hoping that you can get some relief and peace.

[bradford]

God bless y'all.

[THEFERMANATOR]

I go in Monday for my hands. Haven't had anything but burning pain in my left for over a week now. Was hoping to wait till summer when my wifes off work to do anything, but it doesn't look like my body is going to wait that long.

[macojoe]

good luck ferm!!!!!!!!!!!!!