Loosing my fishing mate

[aussie]

Hi guys my old man is loosing himself to Dementia dont no what to do as theres not much i can do but only watch him fade away i think this is one of the cruelest illness there is around for love ones he always looks happy and i find it hard to keep my head up when i see him totally think life is F----D what else has life got installed for us all ---Now i sort of understand people who drink alot and do drugs to clould out the real life we live in