Lets all hope it's just you.
I know when I was fishing, especially this time of the year, for Blacks, I couldn't get out of the house fast enough, with plenty of clothes on. I know when we get up and the weather is iffy or tough, that is what puts that thought in the back of your head, yes or no. Again, in a way your right over an hour ride to get to your boat, there goes the old brain thinking again, should I or should I not. I'm up every day around 6am, wishing I was able to fish again. Dress warm