Thanks guys!! Its been 3 months now, and I thought it would be easier now. But it has come right back to the top this last week, went to the campgrounds and visted my brother and all are old friends, they all told old stories. by the end of the day I couldn't take it anymore had my brother take me to my truck.
Now today I have to look at all the family and say goodby forever!! but as said its time to say goodbye