Well said, even if it was something you did there is nothing you can do about it now, what's done cant be undone. As far as meeting another woman IMHO I think it might not be a good idea, especially if it does not work out. You should see if you can't see a specialist on a regular bases and get off the drugs that fog your head, keep in mind I know nothing about this. My wife takes pills for life that help her deal with stress. Its a chemical imbalance. You need to focus on you. Once you get a handle on that focus on your kids and the wife last, if ever. As I said I don't know what I'm talking about here and should not be giving advice. You need someone to talk to and this forum might be the place but I am sure there is support groups, your not the first or the last to go through this it's just to bad you are going it on your own.
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