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Originally Posted by macojoe
I am not being mean?? Jids are important, I have 2 and now 2 grandkids with a third on the way!! Women on the other hand are a dime a dozen, if she thinks shes better off, she loses! Kids are for life, they will be in your life again, you will see.
My health still sucks. but hope to get my new kidney by march!! My donor is just finishimg up some tests next week, then we will be good to go.
My wife has been in a nursing home since Aug, has almost checked out a few times, her sister died last friday. so lots of fun going on here
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Joe I wish I am as strong as you but Im not .I am a person who does not Like change and when it happens I fall appart.I miss understood what you said because my mind is not in the right place and I do wish you all the luck in the world with you operations.As for another women I dont think I could trust another Im no tuff guy and at the moment Im finding it hard to find a reason to live they call it depression .Joe I just cant seem to find what makes me happy.I think I may be complaining to the wrong person as you seem to have more heartache than me I dont know how you manage to get out of bed in the morning because i find it hard.theres one thing with me when I love it for Life and it never leaves me My first love still haunts me it is like I just want to be set free from all these memories .......I guess it sounds like alot of rubbish that I talk about....... I AM TRULY LOST