Ridge, if it's any consolation at all, just remember that what you did was really for him. Did you want him to suffer more? Keeping an animal in pain when there is no reason for it is cruel. I had to do the same thing to my beloved Sasha a few years back. There is almost nothing so hard to do. I too held her head in my hands as she went, and I cried like a baby after she was gone. But I knew in my heart that it was the right thing to do, and that she was no longer suffering. You did the right thing my friend. Rest easy Max.
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1987 V20 w/1987 150HP Yamaha on a Shoreland'r Trailer
1978 16.5 Airslot w/1996 120HP Force on a Four Winns trailer
1996 V21 w/1993 200HP Mercury on a Shoreline Trailer
All towed by a 5.7L Hemi Durango.
If God didn't have a purpose for us we wouldn't be here, so
Live simply, Love generously, Care deeply, Speak kindly.
(Leave the rest to God) 
Silence, in the face of evil, is itself evil. Not to speak is to speak, not to act is to act. God will not hold us guiltless.
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