just sitting here
 

life sucks at the moment .Im sitting in my garage looking at my baby with its heart ripped out all i can do is look at all the the new parts i have her and wait till i can bring her back to life.My sweet V20 .Time and recovery is going very slow for me and is doing my head in.had a big blue with my wife and left home for 3 weeks.Back home now but things will never change just need to accept things for what they are 6 weeks r feeling like 6 months .im sure when im over the healing process i can do some work on her and i dont think a hip replacement will stop me from working standing.Well its like buying a new toy and having it taken of you the next day :bat:

well i have had my cry for the day seems like im making this site into a cry baby forum

Hell dude, we all do that from time to time... that's what friends are for. Just hang in there.. time will heal everything. How's the heart thing going? :head:

yeah its all done 3 weeks ago they done a repair on the vavle they said all is good . Well i feel worse than ever now i no what it feels like to have a bad ticker well doc said it has to get worse before better Des just got to much time to think its not a good thing because your mind digs up all the old **** stored in your head thank god for meds lol presciption druggy lol

Hang in there. Your don't sound like a cry baby, just bored. You have been through a lot, give yourself a break it will take some time for you to heal. Besides, there were plenty of cry babies here before you joined. :haha:
Try this.
- Climb up in the V
- sit at the drivers seat
- make sure noone else is around
- close your eyes
- and make motor boat sounds.
It always works for me. (BTW my imaginary motor boat has a honking supercharged small block chevy.):sun::beer:

hang in there, sometimes we need to appreciate what we do have and make the best of it. I expect things will get better for you, take it easy on your recovery.

rkc